Yesterday I got together with my little local guild at LH's house. We were supposed to be dyeing with natural dyes. Problem.... no open fires. Right now B.C. is so desperate for rain that there is a province wide ban on open fires. No fires... no dyeing. This turned out to be a good thing as we made paper instead. What fun! We made paper that was chartreuse, then we added blue and got a deeper green, almost teal, then we added red and got a rose bordering on brown. All the time we had fun.... fun.... fun. I'm hooked. We've decided that since paper making is a messy project, and is more fun outdoors, and that we really want to do it on a regular basis, we will get together at LH's house and do it once a month through the warmer months. Next month we will make Christmas paper for Christmas cards. I look forward to that. I'm starting to save all red paper. (I'm really sorry that I didn't bring my camera and take pictures. I would have posted them here for you all. But you'll get to see the results when the paper dries out and is finished.)
Yesterday was another hot day and I had hoped that I would get some work done on the house but it just got too hot. Daughter #2 was not feeling well as she has been fighting a sore throat again. I have a feeling that a Tonsillectomy is in her future.
Still though she perked up by evening and was dressed up in a gypsy costume at 9 p.m. last evening ready to play at some game of pretend. Daughter #2 is on the verge of growing up but has a serious case of Peter Pan syndrome. She just doesn't want too. She comes by it honestly because both her Dad and I had trouble growing up. I know I still believed in Santa Claus when I was 12.... she's only 12 now. Poor kid. It is a dreadful thing to not know whether you are a kid or a adolescent teen. She has a creative mind and when derailment happens her creative mind is what pulls her back. Last Christmas, I gave her a book called "The Mysterious Benedict Society" which is a book about a bunch of gifted kids who get into some neat adventures. She read that book and took it to heart and started carrying around a bag that has anything from rope and tweezers, to a magic wand and and sparkles, "because, Mom, you never know when you are going to meet a magical creature or get sucked into a world of fairies."
She's a neat kid. I'm glad to be able to say she's my offspring.
Daughter #1 is much more practical and realistic. She takes everything in her stride and carries on without being phased. She is 13 going on 22 sometimes and yet doesn't hesitate to call me 'Mommy', is completely fascinated with farts and does her nails regularly. Is perfectly happy dissecting a fish eye as wearing a purple and very feminine skirt with her hair in curls. She loves to mountain bike and go for walks in the bush. She loves to read and crochet. She is the quintessential young lady and tom boy all wrapped up into one. I like her besides loving her.
This is them in 2005.
and again...
They look so little... I had forgotten how much they have grown...
How can you not enjoy such exuberance.....
As, through the years they are getting older, growing and maturing into the people the will finally become...
they amaze me with their beauty....
and their joi de vivre...
They are smart...
and lovable....
cool....
nifty...
bizarre...
a little crazy....
themselves ... which is at times interesting.... and to be celebrated...
a pleasure to be around....
fun to watch when they are together...
very different from each other...
and best of all... ours...
Can you tell that I'm proud of my daughters? Sometimes I look at the girls and I wish I could be that young again. But my youth was spent in hospitals and so maybe not. What's nice is to watch them grow up. I enjoy being with them and miss them when they are away. I know I am going to have serious empty nest syndrome when they finally leave home, and though that is still a ways away I feel it looming in the future. I will probably become the weird lady with a holy host of pets which probably won't fill the void. Unlimited time is deceptive. It creeps up on you when you are not looking. You think you have unlimited time but then suddenly you don't anymore. Life is a little like that.
Hubby is off again today to his canoing course and I languor in the heat trying to get some work done. Lucky sod! I think I will go and put another coat of paint on the vanity for the downstairs bathroom and then, maybe then I will spin a little cotton in the mid-day heat.
I thought I had unlimited time for this summer portion of the renovation but now, school opening for the fall term, is baring down on me. I think I have unlimited time for Level 3 homework but all too soon that time will pass and I will be in a panic to finish. I watch my daughters grow and wish I had unlimited time with them... I don't and that is the age old story.
Oh well, that's my philosophical crap for today. Better get back to work.... time's a wasting.